I can't connect

I hate this feeling.

why would I want to connect with anyone?

does anyone truly understand me?

no, you don't. all you do is hurt me.
























a broken child. a ghost.





someone who never mattered in the first place.





that's lain. that is rei.


that's me!



















I go home at the end of the day; forgotten.







I'm alone, and thats okay. it's always been that way.





















who would I be, if I weren't me?




have you ever met someone like me? another me? another trope in a story?






















I'll die one day, and that's okay. I'm not scared anymore.






































. . .. Where was I?